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| Right now my memories are my own worst enemy. I wish I had a machine that could pick and choose memories to erase. Who knows if I would actually put it to use. Would I really erase the memories just to be better now? Though the person is gone, I still cherish the memories. I don't think I'd give up the memories right now just to feel better. Not in this case. Maybe it's because I feel that it's all that I have left. I guess I just have to take the long route to healing. - with time. | | |
| One of my housemates bought a refridgerator magnetic poetry set a few weeks ago. It was funny reading some of the random phrases people strung together. Some don't even make sense. Hahah. I never really messed around with it until today. I went downstairs to put away some food that I left out earlier, and then I just felt that I had to produce something. These are some phrases I made and words that called out to me. :)
wet boys watch you moan
men are: repulsive, weak
& girls: beauty, goddess, gorgeous, sweet, breasts, smooth legs
sing above the symphony
whisper easy
dream enormous
swim the sea when delirious
soar the sky for eternity
friend
moment
am I falling
always shine
live life
run
sad, so eat
scream, ache, bitter | | |
| Lalalalaala. I usually blog with no cool topic but I just feel like updating on Xanga.
On Tuesday I went to work out with my roomie. I've been doing it a lot and I'm really happy about that. It really gets my mind off some stuff that shouldn't even come around anymore. I discovered that music gets me way more motivated than watching TV (food network) at the ARC. HAHAH. Some music is just really good emotional conductors that push me and give me a reason to work harder or just set the tone to working out. I did sooo much. I've never worked out so hard at the ARC before. My roomie and I were really proud of ourselves. I ran 1.75 miles on the treadmill. I usually run more. But I was on the eliptical for 15 minutes, abt another mile. Did 70 ab crunches plus some more ab work. When I met up with CKI, Sarah ran 4 or 5 laps around the track, so I finished the mile with her. Then I decided to finish another mile for myself. YAYY. For once we didn't go home and eat food...Well, at least I had some healthy food. I peeled an orange ahead of time so I wouldn't be tempted to eat anything else. :) I'm so sore today! My stomach hurts when I cough. lol. After eating dinner, I watched [a part of] Pineapple Express with my roomie, and I totally knocked out on the couch. I have no idea why I crashed. When I woke up, I was all alone, and my roomie was asleep. hahah. | | |
| I wish I could rip out a page of my memory
'cause I put too much energy in him and me
Can't wait till I get through this phase
'cause it's killing me
To bad we can't re-write our own history | | |
| I thought I'd be better by now. I guess I was wrong. It certainly does take time. I feel like I have so many things to tell you, but I don't think you'd care...I shouldn't be talking to you anyway..:T
I don't know what it is, but I feel really neglected. I'm around people, and I talk to people, but I don't feel satisfied. I feel like I need to talk to you. :T I had a fun night on Tuesday. I went to the ARC and ran 3 miles with my roomie. I was really happy about that. I need to slowly increase the mileage. After the ARC we rushed over to Jack in the Box to get two free tacos. Then I went to Cha to satisfy my boba craving. Next, we dropped by Del Taco to satisfy her Burrito craving. Then we went to the 24 hour Ralphs market. We bought sooo much food. Hahaha. When we got home, we had to rearrange the freezer to make room for our food. I felt so bad buying food when I had food at home. My mom always gives me food to bring back to Irvine. I'm still not done eating everything, and I might be going home for the weekend. I really hate wasting food. Today, I ate out twice. >< Bad for my stomach and wallet. :( The churros were sooooo delicious though. :D Kay, time to work on tons of paper. I feel like I'm so backed up. I have so much reading to do. Theres only 3 weeks left. Finals are almost here. I get tons of e-mails everyday. I wish I can read for leisure. :( I'm not happy. | | |
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